After a 2 hour delay at the airport, I made it to Nashville, TN for Christmas with the parents. They have moved again, which means I came "home" to a new house that I've never been to before. Fortunately, one of my brothers (Joe) lives right down the road so it doesn't feel like I'm in a completely foreign land. In all honesty, it feels more natural to be here than the last place. Joe has been working on book shelves that will be Christmas presents for my mom and his wife. He came over the first day I was here to see if I was bored and take me on a ride around the country side to drop off presents for his customers. I loved that he wanted to show me the work he's done on the houses (he has his own lawn service business), and I "ohhed" and "awed" with sincere pride. I love that guy!
It's been this search for home and belonging that I've been on the last couple of months. Being up in the air with plans for Japan for over a year has been really unsettling. I really can't stand the question, "so, when do you leave for Japan?" because I have no idea how to answer it. I really can't be angry with people for asking--it's a natural question for those who know about my calling to Japan. But, I'm feeling so much pressure and demands on myself that this question is at times too overwhelming.
I found some video footage from my trip to Japan in 2004 tonight. Watching myself and my students that I taught in Japan really helped me to remember how much I still want to be there. I still can't explain it very well. It's more of this nostalgia of a land that is both so foreign and familiar that I'm wowed by it. The mystery of the anticipated adventure... I hear a lot of people are let down by their expectations, but still, I can't let go of a hope for finding a new world. Maybe I have some unhealthy motivations? Who knows... But I do know this: If I waited to have a pure motive for everything I did, I would never do anything.
Monday, December 25, 2006
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Going to Urbana
Well, hello strangers!
Thought you might want to know that I'll be attending Urbana this year on December 27th-Jan 1st. This is a major missions conference that happens only every 3 years where thousands of people come to worship and attend workshops/seminars about what's going on around the world. I'll be respresenting Asian Access with a group of young adults who are currently serving in Japan or have been in the recent past. I'm super excited to have a chance to "bond" a bit more with my Asian Access family. I really need a boost of morale at this point in the support raising journey.
I'm praying in a couple of directions for this conference:
1. That I would have good bonding time (as already mentioned)
2. Megan and Chris are good friends of mine from Wheaton. They will also be there to scope out mission's agencies to get an idea of where and with whom God might send them. They are only 2 out of a possible 25,000 that are asking similar questions. Pray for these people.
3. Pray for those individuals who have hearts for Japan. Asian Access is praying that at least 10 individuals will be moved to come to Japan as Church Planting Associates. This is the program I am doing. We're also praying that some may come on EnVision Tours (2-week long interest trips) and Summer Teams (short-term outreach trips).
Thanks for your continued support in prayer!
Friday, October 27, 2006
Reiko's Story
This is a cool story from the field in Japan about a fellow Asian Access missionary. I thought I'd pass it along as an encouragement to you all! Keep posted for more short biographical stories about other Asian Access missionaries serving in Japan.
A year ago, Reiko Tarui came to Japan on a short-term vision trip with Asian Access to see if God was calling her to serve here. Reiko was born and raised in Japan until she was 16, then her family moved to the States. There she married and had a family of her own, and through her husband, came to know Jesus Christ as her Savior and Lord. Since the passing of her husband, God has been using Reiko to minister to many in the States, but she felt a tug to return to Japan to share her joy in knowing Jesus. While Reiko was preparing to return to Japan, we [Asian Access staff in Japan] were working on the details of a mission conference. We chose Etajima, an island off Hiroshima, for the conference site because of its central and inexpensive location. Only when Reiko arrived in Japan to minister with Asian Access did we find out that Etajima is Reiko’s birthplace! During the conference, Reiko had the opportunity to meet with some cousins who still live on the island, who asked her “Is Jesus real?” God is amazing! We know that God uses us wherever He places us, but sometimes He brings us full circle to demonstrate His faithfulness 360 degrees!
A year ago, Reiko Tarui came to Japan on a short-term vision trip with Asian Access to see if God was calling her to serve here. Reiko was born and raised in Japan until she was 16, then her family moved to the States. There she married and had a family of her own, and through her husband, came to know Jesus Christ as her Savior and Lord. Since the passing of her husband, God has been using Reiko to minister to many in the States, but she felt a tug to return to Japan to share her joy in knowing Jesus. While Reiko was preparing to return to Japan, we [Asian Access staff in Japan] were working on the details of a mission conference. We chose Etajima, an island off Hiroshima, for the conference site because of its central and inexpensive location. Only when Reiko arrived in Japan to minister with Asian Access did we find out that Etajima is Reiko’s birthplace! During the conference, Reiko had the opportunity to meet with some cousins who still live on the island, who asked her “Is Jesus real?” God is amazing! We know that God uses us wherever He places us, but sometimes He brings us full circle to demonstrate His faithfulness 360 degrees!
35.26%
Here are the latest numbers:
After spending 2 hours crunching numbers, I'm discovering why I am not an accountant!
And, why I am thankful to have Jason in my Asian Access family!!! Thanks a ton, Jason! I could never do this without you!
Monthly Support: 35.26%
$1,127.50 raised
$3,197.43 needed
Start-up Expenses: over 100%
$14,678.00 raised
$12,250.27 needed
$1,127.50 raised
$3,197.43 needed
Start-up Expenses: over 100%
$14,678.00 raised
$12,250.27 needed
And, why I am thankful to have Jason in my Asian Access family!!! Thanks a ton, Jason! I could never do this without you!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
remembering HRC
This is my favorite picture ever taken of me. I was hosting a great group of high school kids at HoneyRock for their winter reatreat. I've been remembering HRC with a warm fuzzy feeling lately, which is a huge blessing. After having such an intense year there with so many heart breaking changes happening, I'm happy to look back with a smile. This picture summarizes a lot for me. I miss the snow!!!!pumpkin patch
Mom treats all the grandkiddos to a pumpkin
Mom always told me I had a pumpkin grin.
Am I angry? Exhilarated? in pain? What's going on here?!
This is a pully system rigged up so that people can send a handful of goat food up to the goat. This particular goat appears to have stayed up here all day eating!
fun times in Nashville
beautiful fall colors.
The hills are amazing! I love it!
fun times in Nashville
beautiful fall colors.The hills are amazing! I love it!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Auntie Millie
Here's a picture of part of my Asian Access family serving in Japan right now. Look at all those babies that are waiting for me to come play! I can't wait to be Auntie Millie to those cuties!
Please, please, please be praying for the rest of the month of October. My next deadline for reaching 85% of my monthly support is on November 3rd. We worship The God of Impossibilities and I'm waiting on Him still. Currently I have 35% ($1,127.50 raised) ($3,197.43 needed) so, it's a big leap.
There's also a possibility that I may go to Japan for a shorter time initially (6 months-1year) with the funds God has provided so far.
If you feel lead to do so, please tell your friends, family, and fellow church members about me and my need. I would love to add more people to my team!
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Japanese Dad's re-live childhood
Taken from an email I received from a ministry in Japan:
"Many young fathers in Japan are finding themselves wrapped up in the 80's nostalgia, spending time with their children, as they recall their own youth with reissued plastic models, board games and radio-controlled cars.
The toy companies are helping the dads enthusiastically to relive their childhood.
Twenty-plus and thirty-plus dads are happy they can finally buy the collectors' items they could not afford during their childhood, and toy manufacturers are jumping on the trend, quickly reproducing the toys and taking the opportunity to make new customers of both the fathers and their children.
It was rare even for Bandai, the country's largest toymaker, to reissue hit toys aimed at men who were boys in the 80's, but that age group has turned out to be a boon for the toy manufacturers.
Many other companies jumped on the bandwagon and produced an array of toys with young fathers in mind. Husbands said their wives stopped nagging them because the toys allowed them to spend more time playing with their children!"
Source - Yomiuri Newspaper, 2005-11-20
Pretty interesting!
Friday, September 29, 2006
along the path
I keep pulling parables out of my visit to the Japanese garden.
Here's one from last night, between the waking and dreaming:
I mentioned before the deliberate-ness of the construction of the garden. Everything has a purpose and a hidden meaning. The path at one point in the garden was uneven, cut into the side of a hill. As I slowly walked from stone to stone, the sound of the waterfall grew louder and more powerful. I knew I was getting ready to see something wonderful. Can you imagine walking a path similar to this one in traditional Japanese geta (wooden sandals traditionally worn with kimono)?!
In thinking about God's sovereignty, I wonder if maybe the "path of life" is more like this picture than the paved interstate that we all want. We don't want pot-holes and we definitely want mileage markers and good signage, don't we! I wonder if God has instead placed us on a path that is meant to be traveled slowly and deliberately, with eyes wide open. We can walk this path one stone at a time, taking a breather if we need it on the way up and even stop every once in a while to listen and anticipate what's ahead.
Living with purpose. Deliberately. Thoughtfully.
Here's one from last night, between the waking and dreaming:
I mentioned before the deliberate-ness of the construction of the garden. Everything has a purpose and a hidden meaning. The path at one point in the garden was uneven, cut into the side of a hill. As I slowly walked from stone to stone, the sound of the waterfall grew louder and more powerful. I knew I was getting ready to see something wonderful. Can you imagine walking a path similar to this one in traditional Japanese geta (wooden sandals traditionally worn with kimono)?!
In thinking about God's sovereignty, I wonder if maybe the "path of life" is more like this picture than the paved interstate that we all want. We don't want pot-holes and we definitely want mileage markers and good signage, don't we! I wonder if God has instead placed us on a path that is meant to be traveled slowly and deliberately, with eyes wide open. We can walk this path one stone at a time, taking a breather if we need it on the way up and even stop every once in a while to listen and anticipate what's ahead.
Living with purpose. Deliberately. Thoughtfully.
The steps of the godly are directed by the LORD.
He delights in every detail of their lives.
Though they stumble, they will not fall,
Though they stumble, they will not fall,
for the LORD holds them by the hand.
Psalm 37:23-24, NLT
Monday, September 25, 2006
shejayemshe camp
Say it really fast and that's the way CJMC is pronounced by my Japanese friends. I'm posting pictures from our summer's family camp that I attended in July. This was a very significant outing for me because it helped me to get to know the church members a lot better. Please continue to pray for these relationships. My hope is that I will be able to share my vision and desire to go to Japan and that some would partner with me.
My favorite spot 
Many had never been horseback riding before. All faced the challenge head-on. 
My favorite spot 
Yummy Curry!!!
Many had never been horseback riding before. All faced the challenge head-on. 
Mick leads worship with some assistance
The whole gang. See you next year!
a taste of Japan
As I promised, here are some pictures from the Anderson Japanese Garden in Rockford. If you are in the area, you should go before it closes for the winter on October 31st.
Here we are, crossing over the bridge to enter the garden. The gate behind our heads was made of cedar and smelled AMAZING! Do you like my hat?
The Girls...What am I looking at?
The Boys...
Mick (on the far right) is my Japanese tutor. We've been studying together for around 7 months now. He's very patient with my terrible pronunciation! He introduced me to the Japanese church where I worship on Sunday afternoons.
Beautiful! I felt like I was transported to Japan for a couple of hours.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Reminders
I just love it when God reminds me of my calling and gives me a boost of faith!! Today I went to an amazing Japanese garden in Rockford, IL (pictures hopefully to follow soon!). We had an impromptu tour guide in a staff member checking on the status of the Tea Room. She explained some of the intricacies of the room and the symbolism behind them.
This isn't a picture of the one we saw today but I want you to see the small door on the right hand side of the picture. Donna, from the garden today, explained the purpose of this door. In the time of the Samurai, there was tension between the Samurai class and the Merchant class. The Samurai were very proud and thought that the Merchant's manner of making money by profiting from other people was dishonorable. Someone came up with the idea of having tea in a room with the entrance being like the one you see here. When a person comes to this door, he must remove his shoes and sword (if a Samurai) and any other symbols of status, kneel in the entrance and crouch down low in a bowing position to enter. This creates a sense of humility. All who enter into this building are then created as equal and worthy to drink and ponder philosophical thoughts together.
I thought this was such a beautiful image! So many things in the Japanese culture are so precise and deliberate. Everything has a purpose. Because I'm a Christian, this idea of humility made me remember how we must gather around the Table that Christ has set before us. In communion, there is no room for pride. Christ extends his grace to ALL, despite our differences in class, race, or even our acknowledgement of Him. We are all welcome to kneel down and enter in humility to take that which he has given to us.
Beautiful...
Another reminder:
One of my new friends I was with today is named Kumiko. She is from Japan but has started her freshman year in a Chicago-area college. She is a young Christian and eager to learn. She told me that she has a hard time telling her friends about Jesus and inviting them to study the Bible or to church. Since the 1996 terrorist attack on the Tokyo subway by the Aum cult, many Japanese are reluctant to attend any type of religious service. In their misunderstanding of Christianity, they don't want to be part of any fanatical beliefs. (Think Waco, TX and poisoned Kool-aid type of fanaticism).
In my conversation with her, I was able to encourage her with my viewpoint and to be reminded of the challenges that Japanese Christians face everyday. God is giving me a glimpse of what type of ministry I'll be doing in Japan now. Even now I have many opportunities to serve Him and the Japanese here in the Chicago area!
An amazing day of remembering...
This isn't a picture of the one we saw today but I want you to see the small door on the right hand side of the picture. Donna, from the garden today, explained the purpose of this door. In the time of the Samurai, there was tension between the Samurai class and the Merchant class. The Samurai were very proud and thought that the Merchant's manner of making money by profiting from other people was dishonorable. Someone came up with the idea of having tea in a room with the entrance being like the one you see here. When a person comes to this door, he must remove his shoes and sword (if a Samurai) and any other symbols of status, kneel in the entrance and crouch down low in a bowing position to enter. This creates a sense of humility. All who enter into this building are then created as equal and worthy to drink and ponder philosophical thoughts together. I thought this was such a beautiful image! So many things in the Japanese culture are so precise and deliberate. Everything has a purpose. Because I'm a Christian, this idea of humility made me remember how we must gather around the Table that Christ has set before us. In communion, there is no room for pride. Christ extends his grace to ALL, despite our differences in class, race, or even our acknowledgement of Him. We are all welcome to kneel down and enter in humility to take that which he has given to us.
Beautiful...
Another reminder:
One of my new friends I was with today is named Kumiko. She is from Japan but has started her freshman year in a Chicago-area college. She is a young Christian and eager to learn. She told me that she has a hard time telling her friends about Jesus and inviting them to study the Bible or to church. Since the 1996 terrorist attack on the Tokyo subway by the Aum cult, many Japanese are reluctant to attend any type of religious service. In their misunderstanding of Christianity, they don't want to be part of any fanatical beliefs. (Think Waco, TX and poisoned Kool-aid type of fanaticism).
In my conversation with her, I was able to encourage her with my viewpoint and to be reminded of the challenges that Japanese Christians face everyday. God is giving me a glimpse of what type of ministry I'll be doing in Japan now. Even now I have many opportunities to serve Him and the Japanese here in the Chicago area!
An amazing day of remembering...
VBS
What cute little munchkins we had this summer at our church's VBS program!! Marie (youth pastor extraordinaire, in the blue shirt-center) has adapted the same curriculum to be used in conjunction with our ESL program each week. Instead of basic child care for the children of our English students, our 10 children get to hear Bible stories and play games, do crafts, and hang with cool adults two times a week. Last week was our first week and God really blessed us with a great start. Our little church with a big heart is really blessing my life right now!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
35%
No, my monthly support is not going down! Don't panic. My monthly costs have increased slightly, making the percentage drop a couple of points.
I'm excited about the increase, as funny as that sounds, because it means that if I am able to leave in March 2007 for Japan, I will be able to celebrate the 40th anniversary of Asian Access with my A2 family in Malaysia!
Here are the latest numbers:
Monthly Support: 35% ($1,127.50 raised) ($3,197.43 needed)
Start-up Expenses: over 100% ($13,895.50 raised) ($12,250.27 needed)
Praise God for His continued blessings through you!!!!!
I'm excited about the increase, as funny as that sounds, because it means that if I am able to leave in March 2007 for Japan, I will be able to celebrate the 40th anniversary of Asian Access with my A2 family in Malaysia!
Here are the latest numbers:
Monthly Support: 35% ($1,127.50 raised) ($3,197.43 needed)
Start-up Expenses: over 100% ($13,895.50 raised) ($12,250.27 needed)
Praise God for His continued blessings through you!!!!!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
New Job!
Long time no blog...sorry about that. Especially since the last entry was such a downer.
God has been faithful in building me up. One of those ways is that I have started a new part time job at a local retirement community. I am an activity assistant for the skilled nursing unit. I LOVE IT!!!! If you know me well, you know that God has gifted me to love and serve the elderly. This job fits me and my gifts so well! I'm so thankful.
I was hesitant for the longest time to work more hours because I was worried that I wouldn't have enough time for support raising. The necessities of living on my own (groceries and gas money!) made it impossible to live on 4 hours a week of work. So, I looked into a job and found this one almost right away. It was a completely from the Lord and I'm grateful.
God has been faithful in building me up. One of those ways is that I have started a new part time job at a local retirement community. I am an activity assistant for the skilled nursing unit. I LOVE IT!!!! If you know me well, you know that God has gifted me to love and serve the elderly. This job fits me and my gifts so well! I'm so thankful.
I was hesitant for the longest time to work more hours because I was worried that I wouldn't have enough time for support raising. The necessities of living on my own (groceries and gas money!) made it impossible to live on 4 hours a week of work. So, I looked into a job and found this one almost right away. It was a completely from the Lord and I'm grateful.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
courage transfusion
I heard something on Moody radio today that applies to every cell of my soul right now.
To encourage someone is to give them a courage transfusion.
I'm not eager to tell everyone that I could really use a dozen pints of the stuff right now. I have been discouraged for many weeks and have doubted my calling to Japan. This time of raising support is one of the most difficult times I've encountered in a long time.
I found hope in an old promise in Romans today.
We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they are good for us--they help us learn to endure. And endurance develops strength of character in us, and character strengthens our confident expectation of salvation. And this expectation will not disappoint us. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love. (Romans 5:3-5, NLT)
I've named my blog "Confessions of a Water Walker" after a book that has had a powerful impact on my response to this calling to Japan. I heard a sermon preached by Dr. Richard Butmann from Wheaton College about risk taking last summer.
He spoke about John Ortberg's book, If You Want to Walk on Water, You've Got to Get Out of the Boat. From that sermon, I knew that God was calling me to be a Water Walker and to take a risk in going to Japan with Asian Access.
Now I'm on the water, and like Peter, I'm beginning to look around me at the storm. Only in my case the storm is the discouragement of not meeting my own terms of success in support raising. I'm wondering just how long it will take for the money to come in. I'm forgetting that God is the Source of everything I need. So, I'm beginning to sink in my fear and doubt.
Dear friends, I'm in need of a courage transfusion. Please pray for me. Pray that I will rely only on God and that I will not look to others to meet my needs. Please pray that my character will be strengthened and that I will be all the more prepared to serve in Japan because of this tough time. Please pray that I will be filled with a full measure of the Holy Spirit so that I will once again find joy in this time of preparation.
I'm not eager to tell everyone that I could really use a dozen pints of the stuff right now. I have been discouraged for many weeks and have doubted my calling to Japan. This time of raising support is one of the most difficult times I've encountered in a long time.
I found hope in an old promise in Romans today.
We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they are good for us--they help us learn to endure. And endurance develops strength of character in us, and character strengthens our confident expectation of salvation. And this expectation will not disappoint us. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love. (Romans 5:3-5, NLT)
I've named my blog "Confessions of a Water Walker" after a book that has had a powerful impact on my response to this calling to Japan. I heard a sermon preached by Dr. Richard Butmann from Wheaton College about risk taking last summer.
He spoke about John Ortberg's book, If You Want to Walk on Water, You've Got to Get Out of the Boat. From that sermon, I knew that God was calling me to be a Water Walker and to take a risk in going to Japan with Asian Access. Now I'm on the water, and like Peter, I'm beginning to look around me at the storm. Only in my case the storm is the discouragement of not meeting my own terms of success in support raising. I'm wondering just how long it will take for the money to come in. I'm forgetting that God is the Source of everything I need. So, I'm beginning to sink in my fear and doubt.
Dear friends, I'm in need of a courage transfusion. Please pray for me. Pray that I will rely only on God and that I will not look to others to meet my needs. Please pray that my character will be strengthened and that I will be all the more prepared to serve in Japan because of this tough time. Please pray that I will be filled with a full measure of the Holy Spirit so that I will once again find joy in this time of preparation.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
a tree of life
Hope deferred makes the heart sick
but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life
Proverbs 13:12
but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life
Proverbs 13:12
After almost one full year, my final paper is FINALLY finished to complete my MA from Wheaton. Some friends gently, but firmly reminded me of this proverb and it motivated me. Writing the paper was a long process of digging through my time at HoneyRock. It was reflection that was long over-due. I feel like a burden has been lifted.
My Japanese tutor has asked me to teach a Japanese woman English. She is not a Christian but has an interest in Christianity and making a change in her life! This is a wonderful chance to minister to this people group that I love here in the states! This is very similar to what I would be doing in Japan. Our first meeting is August 1st.
I will be gone this weekend on a retreat with my Japanese church. We will be staying at Streator Baptist camp in Illinois. Please pray for this time. I'm hoping to build stronger relationships with the members of this church.
My Japanese tutor has asked me to teach a Japanese woman English. She is not a Christian but has an interest in Christianity and making a change in her life! This is a wonderful chance to minister to this people group that I love here in the states! This is very similar to what I would be doing in Japan. Our first meeting is August 1st.
I will be gone this weekend on a retreat with my Japanese church. We will be staying at Streator Baptist camp in Illinois. Please pray for this time. I'm hoping to build stronger relationships with the members of this church.
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
How to eat at a Sushi Bar
Click on the title above to view this informative video.
Tee Hee...so funny.
I found this link on a fellow Asian Access staffer's blog, so I can't take full credit. But, I wanted to share it with you.
Please keep in mind that this is not a serious video, but should be enjoyed with your tongue very much in your cheek :)!!!
Tee Hee...so funny.
I found this link on a fellow Asian Access staffer's blog, so I can't take full credit. But, I wanted to share it with you.
Please keep in mind that this is not a serious video, but should be enjoyed with your tongue very much in your cheek :)!!!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Why not enjoying some cycling?
Yet another reason why I love Japan...
Here are two different descriptions of bicyling. One from the US and one from Japan. See if you can tell which is which.
"Pure, fresh air and gentle sunlight are but a very few of the delights that you can enjoy while riding a bicycle around Karuizawa. It is one of the main pleasures for visitors to cycle leisurely around the town. The roads are well marked, and many have cycling lanes. So, why not enjoying a cycle through the woods to immerse yourself in the forest fresh air?" (No, this is not a typo!)
"A three-mile long paved bicycle path leads from the inn to the falls. This path crosses the main park road at the dam, near the village green. The park has two mountain bike trails. Please remember that mountain bikes are not allowed on hiking trails."
Tee-hee...
Here are two different descriptions of bicyling. One from the US and one from Japan. See if you can tell which is which.
"Pure, fresh air and gentle sunlight are but a very few of the delights that you can enjoy while riding a bicycle around Karuizawa. It is one of the main pleasures for visitors to cycle leisurely around the town. The roads are well marked, and many have cycling lanes. So, why not enjoying a cycle through the woods to immerse yourself in the forest fresh air?" (No, this is not a typo!)
"A three-mile long paved bicycle path leads from the inn to the falls. This path crosses the main park road at the dam, near the village green. The park has two mountain bike trails. Please remember that mountain bikes are not allowed on hiking trails."
Tee-hee...
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Glory, Glory, He Reigns!
Wow! What a week. If you don't know already, Christ Community Church in Wheaton, IL has the best group of youth IN THE WORLD!!! I am so proud of those kids. Marie, our wonderwoman of a youth pastor is an amazing leader with an extraordinary love for our youth. I am so proud of Marie too.
Cabrini Green...
every night we "debriefed" our day and talked through what in the world we just experienced. My words were something like, "the first day [at Cabrini Green] was shocking, the second day was paralyzing." I have never felt so much oppressive spiritual darkness before. It was a scary, dark place. My last blog entry was pretty negative towards this gentrification that's taking place. But I'm not so sure anymore. While I wouldn't say I'm all for uprooting these families and bringing in all the commercial stuff; those housing projects were such a huge mistake from the beginning! I keep remembering how one of the high-rises looked like a cage with all those people on the other side. It was not a pretty sight. Who knows if this mixed-income housing will be a better solution. Some don't have much hope in it. I don't know...
We had an unexpected day open to return back to Cabrini Green. I'm so glad we did. We were able to witness first hand what God is doing there and how the Love of Jesus is alive in the city. The first two days we were walking through the neighborhood handing out fliers about the Kids Club Sidewalk Sunday School that happens on Thursdays. This program is kind of like a VBS program that reaches out to the kids in the projects. Around 150 kids showed up for the first one of the summer. They heard the gospel message and some prayed to receive Jesus as their Savior! What a day of redemption after two days of walking through such darkness. What's great about this program is that these kids will continue to come all summer and will have an opportunity to come again in the fall once their after-school program starts. This is a HUGE deal. For the first time, these kids will have people in the community from this ministry that are willing to invest in their lives and intervene for their well-being. These kids are hearing for the first time that they are valuable human beings and that someone cares about them. Amen!
I was so impressed by Sarah, the volunteer coordinator. She is passionate about her job. She has a love for these kids that is inspiring. Two brothers came into her group a couple of years ago that had tragically lost their mother. Even after her job changed from a group leader to the volunteer coordinator, she has continued to act as an advocate for these boys. They are thriving now and have a hope-filled future.
By the way, the Kids Club ministry is part of the Moody Church in Chicago. Here's a link to visit their homepage.
www.kidsclub.ws
As I worshipped in church this morning, I was filled with such awe of a God that breaks through the darkness. He has won the victory! We need not fear the evil one because he trembles at the name of Jesus Christ!!!
Cabrini Green...
every night we "debriefed" our day and talked through what in the world we just experienced. My words were something like, "the first day [at Cabrini Green] was shocking, the second day was paralyzing." I have never felt so much oppressive spiritual darkness before. It was a scary, dark place. My last blog entry was pretty negative towards this gentrification that's taking place. But I'm not so sure anymore. While I wouldn't say I'm all for uprooting these families and bringing in all the commercial stuff; those housing projects were such a huge mistake from the beginning! I keep remembering how one of the high-rises looked like a cage with all those people on the other side. It was not a pretty sight. Who knows if this mixed-income housing will be a better solution. Some don't have much hope in it. I don't know...
We had an unexpected day open to return back to Cabrini Green. I'm so glad we did. We were able to witness first hand what God is doing there and how the Love of Jesus is alive in the city. The first two days we were walking through the neighborhood handing out fliers about the Kids Club Sidewalk Sunday School that happens on Thursdays. This program is kind of like a VBS program that reaches out to the kids in the projects. Around 150 kids showed up for the first one of the summer. They heard the gospel message and some prayed to receive Jesus as their Savior! What a day of redemption after two days of walking through such darkness. What's great about this program is that these kids will continue to come all summer and will have an opportunity to come again in the fall once their after-school program starts. This is a HUGE deal. For the first time, these kids will have people in the community from this ministry that are willing to invest in their lives and intervene for their well-being. These kids are hearing for the first time that they are valuable human beings and that someone cares about them. Amen!
I was so impressed by Sarah, the volunteer coordinator. She is passionate about her job. She has a love for these kids that is inspiring. Two brothers came into her group a couple of years ago that had tragically lost their mother. Even after her job changed from a group leader to the volunteer coordinator, she has continued to act as an advocate for these boys. They are thriving now and have a hope-filled future.
By the way, the Kids Club ministry is part of the Moody Church in Chicago. Here's a link to visit their homepage.
www.kidsclub.ws
As I worshipped in church this morning, I was filled with such awe of a God that breaks through the darkness. He has won the victory! We need not fear the evil one because he trembles at the name of Jesus Christ!!!
Friday, June 23, 2006
on the road yet again...
I will be going with my church's youth group on Monday morning into the inner city of Chicago for a missions/service trip for the week. "Have you lost your mind!" you may be wondering, considering the fact that I will be with a group of adolescents for an entire week, in a wee-bit of a space... I'm actually looking forward to it. I may be biased, but I think my church has the best group of youth IN THE WORLD!! We will be a small group of 3 adults and 6 youth (great ratio!) working with the Jesus People and with a Kid's Club that meets in Cabrini Green. Cabrini Green is a public housing community that used to house around 20,000 people in high rise (and some low-rise) buildings. In the 90's, this community began to be demolished and the families dispersed. From what I can tell this is a move on the cities part to for "safety" and making it a more "beautiful" place to live. It sounds like a lot of consumerism crap to me.
The building in the background is one of the high-rise buildings being torn down to make room for shopping and luxury condominiums.
It's pretty sad that these people are being moved around like pawns that have no voices or opinions. Anytime a kid from the suburbs gets an opportunity to have their life intersect with the lives of those who have experienced something completely different--it's a good thing. I'm happy to help these kids unpack their thoughts about the whole thing. Please pray for me and the rest of the group. My prayer is that these kids would have a glimpse of a world that is much bigger than the mall--and how God is ALIVE in the city.
THEN---I'll be heading to Nashville to celebrate with my family for my Dad's birthday. 66 years of life!! We love you Papa-san!
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Binding up the brokenhearted
What I love about no longer being a grad student is that I actually have time to read books that I want to read again! It's not uncommon for me to go to bed at 9:30 and end up reading until 11:30 every night! I love it.
I've been gobbling up anything Japanesey from the library for a couple of weeks. Mostly not anything good. The Japanese literature (and movies) I've been reading and watching have been for the most part depressing! But some have left me hopeful.
I've been gobbling up anything Japanesey from the library for a couple of weeks. Mostly not anything good. The Japanese literature (and movies) I've been reading and watching have been for the most part depressing! But some have left me hopeful.
The Girl I Left Behind, Shusaku Endo
This is a story about compassion and selfless love. Endo was a Japanese Christian who has written other books that I hear are amazing but have not had gotten my hands on yet. I liked this one a lot and would recommend it. I'll let you know about the others later on... By the way, the figure in this picture is an old-fashioned egg basket. I orignally thought it was supposed to be a sculpture of a woman. I guess I was trying to be too artsy?
Right now I am reading The Secrets of Mariko: a year in the life of a Japanese woman and her family by Elizabeth Bumiller. I'm a couple of chapters in and have found it really insightful into the minds and hearts of the "average" Japanese family. The author was pleasantly surprised that Mariko (the mother of the family) would be so willing, without any persuasion to allow a year-long, invasive interview to happen in her household. In a culture that is so concerned with "saving face" and not shaming the family name, her candidacy was shocking. Mariko offered this explanation:
"For me, this is a good opportunity to look back at the old days--and to look forward to the future...It doesn't happen very often that you can open yourself to people like this. I can't say this to anybody else-there are so many things you try to hide here. Sometimes you just want to bring them out, all these things that are stuck inside. I feel very happy to bring all those things out that I have hidden for so long. This is a tremendous opportunity for me to think about myself, and my life."
Can you hear this woman's cry for being truly known and truly loved? She has such a desire to be led beside calm waters and to have her soul restored, to be given a new song to sing!
Jesus, you know this woman's heart. You were there when she was knit together in her mother's womb. There are so many more like her in Japan. They don't know you. They don't know the intimacy of living a redeemed life with You. Lord, have mercy on Japan! Bring them to you! Prepare me and many others to LISTEN and to BIND UP the BROKENHEARTED! Give us your heart and may we weep for them as you do. AMEN
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Take a look see
The Asian Access website is being updated all the time. This week my staff profile was posted. Have a look for yourself!
http://www.asianaccess.org/people/staff/michael.html
http://www.asianaccess.org/people/staff/michael.html
holding steady...
Sorry about the trickery from last time!! I couldn't resist! There was a little bump up today. My record keeping and math skills are not the greatest, so the percentage isn't always 100% (is that redundant???). But, it's close enough to get you all excited and praying with me.
34%
Monthly support raised so far: $1,057.50 (needed: $3,095.62/month)
100%+
Initial start-up fees: $10,308 (needed: around $10,000)!!!!!!!!!!!
34%
Monthly support raised so far: $1,057.50 (needed: $3,095.62/month)
100%+
Initial start-up fees: $10,308 (needed: around $10,000)!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
100%!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Of the start-up expenses, that is!!! But it feels good to write 100%. I can now officially get to Japan. Now it's all about staying there!! Praise God for His continued provision!
Monthly support raised so far: $1,027.50 (needed: $3,095.62/month)
Initial start-up fees: $10,308 (needed: around $10,000)!!!!!!!!!!!
Monthly support raised so far: $1,027.50 (needed: $3,095.62/month)
Initial start-up fees: $10,308 (needed: around $10,000)!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
34%
Monthly support raised so far: $1,052.50 (needed: $3,095.62/month)
Initial start-up fees: $7,967.50 (needed: around $10,000)
Wohoo!!! We're past the $1,000 marker!!! God continues to be so faithful!
So, today is May 31st. Tomorrow is June 1st. Let's see what a new month brings!!!!
I will be traveling to OH to speak to some college students about Asian Access. Pray for this time! Perhaps God will use me to share the vision for Japan with some future missionaries!!!
I will be heading to NY after that time for visiting with some old friends (not old-old, just old as in the duration of the friendship, hehe). Pray for this time also--that God will bring some new supporters my way and renewed friendship. And some new found energy would be nice!!!
Initial start-up fees: $7,967.50 (needed: around $10,000)
Wohoo!!! We're past the $1,000 marker!!! God continues to be so faithful!
So, today is May 31st. Tomorrow is June 1st. Let's see what a new month brings!!!!
I will be traveling to OH to speak to some college students about Asian Access. Pray for this time! Perhaps God will use me to share the vision for Japan with some future missionaries!!!
I will be heading to NY after that time for visiting with some old friends (not old-old, just old as in the duration of the friendship, hehe). Pray for this time also--that God will bring some new supporters my way and renewed friendship. And some new found energy would be nice!!!
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
31%
Monthly support raised so far: $957.50 (needed: $3,095.62/month)
initial start-up fees: $7426.50 (needed: around $10,000)
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
30%
Monthly support raised so far: $932.50 (needed: $3,095.62/month)
initial start-up fees: $6,826.50 (needed: around $10,000)
initial start-up fees: $6,826.50 (needed: around $10,000)
Monday, May 15, 2006
the magic number
Monthly support raised so far: $812.50 (needed: $3,095.62/month)
initial start-up fees: $6,826.50 (needed: around $10,000)
In order for me to leave in September, I have to have 85% of my monthly support committed to me. I have around 30% now. Please pray that I would talk to the people that God has prepared to be on my support team. Pray that I would have no fear in sharing my needs. Pray that I will have energy to "put myself out there" for a couple more months. This is exhausting!!
This month has been a roller coaster of emotions--walking by faith and crying out in my fear and doubt in the same breath.
I heard a Jeremy Camp song on the radio today called "Walk by faith." It describes the condition of my heart pretty well right now.
Would I believe you when you would say Your hand will guide my every way
Will I receive the words You say every moment of every day
Well I will walk by faith even when I cannot see
Because this broken road prepares Your will for me
Help me to win my endless fears
You've been so faithful for all my years
With one breath You make me new
Your grace covers all I do
Well I'm broken, but I still see Your face
You've spoken, pouring Your words of grace
Hallelujah, hallelu
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Have you "googled" lately?
Last week an old friend from high school found me through Google. I was curious just what came up when my name was put in the search box and I came up with the following website. It's pretty evident what I'm passionate about, isn't it!?
www.asianaccess.org/headlines/index.html
Check it out! Look at the bottom, left-hand side of the page.
www.asianaccess.org/headlines/index.html
Check it out! Look at the bottom, left-hand side of the page.
Friday, April 21, 2006
the call from Japan
A couple of nights ago I got a call from Okinawa, Japan. Mike Wilson who is a career missionary there with Asian Access called me to encourage me and to give me an update of what's happening. I'm compelled more than ever to be there!
Asian Access helps Japanese pastors and churches plant new Japanese churches by using a "reproduction" strategy. Without going into all the details, churches in a region are put together in "Networks." Recently 7 pastors in Okinawa met with Asian Access missionaries to say that they were ready to plant new churches of their own!!! This is the official beginning of the Okinawa Network II. Mike also told me that there are only 2 missionary units available at this point to help those 7 pastors. Japan needs missionaries!! There are some amazing stories of the Faithful in Japan rising up, but they need help.
Something else that is compelling me is from the Joshua Project ministry. This is a ministry dedicated to praying for the salvation of the world. They have a lot of information on their website, lots of numbers and stats that make my head spin. BUT, what I did take away from a quick perusal is this:
Japan is the highest populated nation with the most unreached people in the world!!!
Here's the link if you want to take a look yourself:
http://www.joshuaproject.net/unreached.php
Even when I have a discouraging day of learning the Japanese language, I can not ignore this call!
Asian Access helps Japanese pastors and churches plant new Japanese churches by using a "reproduction" strategy. Without going into all the details, churches in a region are put together in "Networks." Recently 7 pastors in Okinawa met with Asian Access missionaries to say that they were ready to plant new churches of their own!!! This is the official beginning of the Okinawa Network II. Mike also told me that there are only 2 missionary units available at this point to help those 7 pastors. Japan needs missionaries!! There are some amazing stories of the Faithful in Japan rising up, but they need help.
Something else that is compelling me is from the Joshua Project ministry. This is a ministry dedicated to praying for the salvation of the world. They have a lot of information on their website, lots of numbers and stats that make my head spin. BUT, what I did take away from a quick perusal is this:
Japan is the highest populated nation with the most unreached people in the world!!!
Here's the link if you want to take a look yourself:
http://www.joshuaproject.net/unreached.php
Even when I have a discouraging day of learning the Japanese language, I can not ignore this call!
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Spirited Away
In an attempt to experience some Japanese culture last weekend, I watched a couple of Japanese movies. Spirited Away is an anime movie (Japanese animation) written and directed by a pretty famous Japanese man named Miyazaki. I thought is was great! The main character is a little girl that finds herself in a new world of spirits that come to a bath house run by a scrooge of a woman. Along the way she makes friends that help her to return back to her world and to free her parents from a curse that has turned them into pigs. One scene that I thought was particularly intriguing involved a spirit. This gentle and helpful spirit came to the bathhouse and somehow became greedy and cruel. It began eating everything in sight--including some of the "people" there. Despite the spirit's disagreeable behavior, the little girl attends to him and explains that something in this place is making him bad. All of this "bad" stuff ends up being purged (you can guess what that means) as he leaves the place and returns to his original form.
It made me think of the sin in my life--how greedy and gluttonous I can be--taking in things that I think I need that are harming me. And how I must purge them from my life and leave those things behind me as I walk away from what is dragging me down. Jesus makes us New Creatures, doesn't he?
Check out the movie if you are curious. Maybe you'll get something out of it too. Enjoy!
It made me think of the sin in my life--how greedy and gluttonous I can be--taking in things that I think I need that are harming me. And how I must purge them from my life and leave those things behind me as I walk away from what is dragging me down. Jesus makes us New Creatures, doesn't he?
Check out the movie if you are curious. Maybe you'll get something out of it too. Enjoy!
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
singing in the rain
I am convinced that God kept my stomach to the minimal state of queasiness for Nicole and Neile's wedding on Saturday. I felt yucky all day, but I did not throw up all over the piano!!! I woke up early that morning and prayed, "Lord, please heal me!!!" I was able to sing and play, and to do it at my best. All I can attribute it to is God's GRACE!
I have found myself returning to this desire to serve God with my voice in the last year. For so long I avoided using this gift because I had allowed pride to come in and muddy-up my motives. But, I feel like there's a piece of me missing when I don't sing and play.
I'm putting my neck out there and taking the opportunities that I can to use my voice--even when my motives aren't 100% pure. I'm asking that God redeem these gifts so that I can serve Him with ALL of myself.
exciting to think of what possibilities await in Japan...
I have found myself returning to this desire to serve God with my voice in the last year. For so long I avoided using this gift because I had allowed pride to come in and muddy-up my motives. But, I feel like there's a piece of me missing when I don't sing and play.
I'm putting my neck out there and taking the opportunities that I can to use my voice--even when my motives aren't 100% pure. I'm asking that God redeem these gifts so that I can serve Him with ALL of myself.
exciting to think of what possibilities await in Japan...
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
a new % of Christians in Japan?
I heard a blip about this new Gallup poll completed in Japan and then had this article sent to me today. Stats are not my favorite thing--they don't seem to really capture the true HEART of people, but I thought I would share this with you all anyway.
Christianity on upswing in Japan
Gallup poll: Traditional religions show decline among teens
Posted: March 18, 2006 1:00 a.m. Eastern
By Michael Ireland ©?2006?Assist News Service LOS ANGELES, Calif.
"A poll conducted by the Gallup Organization has yielded some surprising statistics on Japanese attitudes toward religion, morality and spirituality. According to a media advisory obtained by ANS, among the findings from one of the most extensive surveys of the country ever taken was a Christian population of 6 percent, a number much higher than reported in previous surveys. Researchers were also surprised by high numbers of teens who claimed the Christian faith, while the traditionally dominant religions, Buddhism and Shintoism, though still claimed by many adults, suffered declines among teenagers. Some respondents answered that they belonged to more than one religion. Of the 30 percent of adults surveyed who claimed to have a religion, 75 percent considered themselves Buddhists, 19 percent Shintoists, while 12 percent considered themselves to be Christians. Researchers were especially surprised at the large number of Japanese youth who claimed the Christian faith. Of the 20 percent who professed to have a religion, 60 percent called themselves Buddhists, 36 percent Christians and followers of the traditionally dominant Japanese religion, Shinto. Calling the numbers "stunning," George Gallup Jr. who assisted with the poll, noted of teenagers: "These projections mean that seven percent of the total teenage population say they are Christians." The poll was conducted in association with American Trademark Research and MJM Group in 2001 for use in a documentary that is expected to be released later this year. "According to the social scientists in Japan, this was the single largest study ever attempted," said Bill McKay, one of the documentary's producers and project research director. "The entire study examined preteens, teens, young adults, adults and seniors." "In my 50 years of polling, there has been no study that I would consider as important as this one, because it provides insight into a fascinating culture," added Gallup. "When they saw the design of the questionnaire, Japanese experts argued that the Japanese would never answer the socially delicate and/or the highly personal questions," observed McKay. "However, it was our professional hunch that the Japanese were ready to talk and when they did they told us more than we had asked for. The data is the most revealing look behind the face of Japan and shatters many WWII myths of the Japanese culture." The poll also delved into popular attitudes toward a variety of subjects related to morality, spirituality and general views about life "Most Japanese, judging by their responses to scales on happiness, are neither 'very happy,' nor 'very unhappy,' noted Gallup. "There is a degree of fatalism in their somber mood. Teen's perspectives on life tend to a sense of nihilism to an alarming degree. A note of hopelessness is found in the responses to a number of questions. And there is little evidence of eternal hope, although a considerable number do believe in some form of life after life." On matters of morality, Gallup noted a strong relativistic streak: "Like much of the rest of the world, the Japanese tend to take relativistic views on ethical matters. There is little belief in 'absolutes,' and this is true across the all-generational groups. In the 'hierarchy of crimes,' those related to economic and family matters far outweigh those related to sexual activity." Researchers were also surprised by teen attitudes which reflected an especially pessimistic outlook on life. While 22 percent of U.S. teens in previous Gallup surveys often wondered why they existed, the number for Japanese teens was 85 percent. Similarly, while 76 percent of U.S. teens always see a reason for their being on Earth, only 13 percent of Japanese teens agreed with the statement. A surprisingly high 11 percent of Japanese teens wished they had never been born, a figure that comes in at 3 percent for U.S. teens."
http://www.worldnetdaily.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=49337
Christianity on upswing in Japan
Gallup poll: Traditional religions show decline among teens
Posted: March 18, 2006 1:00 a.m. Eastern
By Michael Ireland ©?2006?Assist News Service LOS ANGELES, Calif.
"A poll conducted by the Gallup Organization has yielded some surprising statistics on Japanese attitudes toward religion, morality and spirituality. According to a media advisory obtained by ANS, among the findings from one of the most extensive surveys of the country ever taken was a Christian population of 6 percent, a number much higher than reported in previous surveys. Researchers were also surprised by high numbers of teens who claimed the Christian faith, while the traditionally dominant religions, Buddhism and Shintoism, though still claimed by many adults, suffered declines among teenagers. Some respondents answered that they belonged to more than one religion. Of the 30 percent of adults surveyed who claimed to have a religion, 75 percent considered themselves Buddhists, 19 percent Shintoists, while 12 percent considered themselves to be Christians. Researchers were especially surprised at the large number of Japanese youth who claimed the Christian faith. Of the 20 percent who professed to have a religion, 60 percent called themselves Buddhists, 36 percent Christians and followers of the traditionally dominant Japanese religion, Shinto. Calling the numbers "stunning," George Gallup Jr. who assisted with the poll, noted of teenagers: "These projections mean that seven percent of the total teenage population say they are Christians." The poll was conducted in association with American Trademark Research and MJM Group in 2001 for use in a documentary that is expected to be released later this year. "According to the social scientists in Japan, this was the single largest study ever attempted," said Bill McKay, one of the documentary's producers and project research director. "The entire study examined preteens, teens, young adults, adults and seniors." "In my 50 years of polling, there has been no study that I would consider as important as this one, because it provides insight into a fascinating culture," added Gallup. "When they saw the design of the questionnaire, Japanese experts argued that the Japanese would never answer the socially delicate and/or the highly personal questions," observed McKay. "However, it was our professional hunch that the Japanese were ready to talk and when they did they told us more than we had asked for. The data is the most revealing look behind the face of Japan and shatters many WWII myths of the Japanese culture." The poll also delved into popular attitudes toward a variety of subjects related to morality, spirituality and general views about life "Most Japanese, judging by their responses to scales on happiness, are neither 'very happy,' nor 'very unhappy,' noted Gallup. "There is a degree of fatalism in their somber mood. Teen's perspectives on life tend to a sense of nihilism to an alarming degree. A note of hopelessness is found in the responses to a number of questions. And there is little evidence of eternal hope, although a considerable number do believe in some form of life after life." On matters of morality, Gallup noted a strong relativistic streak: "Like much of the rest of the world, the Japanese tend to take relativistic views on ethical matters. There is little belief in 'absolutes,' and this is true across the all-generational groups. In the 'hierarchy of crimes,' those related to economic and family matters far outweigh those related to sexual activity." Researchers were also surprised by teen attitudes which reflected an especially pessimistic outlook on life. While 22 percent of U.S. teens in previous Gallup surveys often wondered why they existed, the number for Japanese teens was 85 percent. Similarly, while 76 percent of U.S. teens always see a reason for their being on Earth, only 13 percent of Japanese teens agreed with the statement. A surprisingly high 11 percent of Japanese teens wished they had never been born, a figure that comes in at 3 percent for U.S. teens."
http://www.worldnetdaily.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=49337
Monday, March 13, 2006
a new friend
I love the way God brings people together!!
I met a young woman at the Body Builders seminar named Shannon. I went over to introduce myself because her name tag said that she would be serving in Japan. Our introductions quickly revealed that she was a recent graduate of Wheaton Grad School and that she knew someone serving with Asian Access!! She will be in Japan hopefully in October of this year. We were able to go to dinner together and to share about our callings and hopes for Japan. So amazing!! I anticipate Shannon being one of those people who God uses to strenghten me, and hopefully someone that I can pour into as well!
God is awesome!
I met a young woman at the Body Builders seminar named Shannon. I went over to introduce myself because her name tag said that she would be serving in Japan. Our introductions quickly revealed that she was a recent graduate of Wheaton Grad School and that she knew someone serving with Asian Access!! She will be in Japan hopefully in October of this year. We were able to go to dinner together and to share about our callings and hopes for Japan. So amazing!! I anticipate Shannon being one of those people who God uses to strenghten me, and hopefully someone that I can pour into as well!
God is awesome!
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
みんな昔は子供だった
Or, "We were once children."
This is the name of a Japanese drama series that a friend lent me the other day. It's completely in Japanese, no subtitles. These dramas are very popular in Japan. They are kind of like a mini-series (11 or 12 shows) airing for one season. I absolutely loved seeing the Japanese countryside--a different view from what I've experienced so far in Japan myself. Even though I understood hardly nothing of the dialogue, I caught a glimpse of some culture. AND, Japanese commercial breaks are a ton shorter than ours! So many car, coffee, and contact lens commercials!!
Here's a link to a page that gives a synopsis and info about the actors:
www.jdorama.com/drama.863.htm
Enjoy!
This is the name of a Japanese drama series that a friend lent me the other day. It's completely in Japanese, no subtitles. These dramas are very popular in Japan. They are kind of like a mini-series (11 or 12 shows) airing for one season. I absolutely loved seeing the Japanese countryside--a different view from what I've experienced so far in Japan myself. Even though I understood hardly nothing of the dialogue, I caught a glimpse of some culture. AND, Japanese commercial breaks are a ton shorter than ours! So many car, coffee, and contact lens commercials!!
Here's a link to a page that gives a synopsis and info about the actors:
www.jdorama.com/drama.863.htm
Enjoy!
on my way to body builders bootcamp
Wanted to let you all know that I am attending "bootcamp" tomorrow and the next day sponsored by The Body Builders. hehehe... NO, really. That's the name of the organization.
www.thebodybuilders.net
The "Body" they are "building" is, however, the Body of Christ. This is a seminar for fund raising. So, definitely be praying that the Lord would teach me some skills and new attitudes. It's been a great journey so far. I'll tell you more later when I don't have to get up at 5:50 am the next day!
www.thebodybuilders.net
The "Body" they are "building" is, however, the Body of Christ. This is a seminar for fund raising. So, definitely be praying that the Lord would teach me some skills and new attitudes. It's been a great journey so far. I'll tell you more later when I don't have to get up at 5:50 am the next day!
Friday, February 24, 2006
ESL @ CCC
Translation: English as a second language at Christ Community Church.
Last night was week 3 for this new ministry that has started up at CCC here in Wheaton, IL. The ESL team is rolling with the changes that are going on (almost weekly) as we try to navigate this new way to reach out to our community. Our students show up every week eager to learn. It's inspiring for me to see their eagerness as I'm trying to learn Japanese. I know a bit of their frustration and joy, being a student myself.
The majority of our students are Spanish speakers from Mexico. But last night we had a family of 3 come for the first time from Vietnam and have one French speaker from Cameroon. I'm humbled when I hear why these people are taking the class. A student told me last night that he wants to learn enough English so that he can take classes at a local college for his job. Some people need the language so they won't be taken advantage of by a dishonest boss. Some need to learn how to communicate with their children whose primary language has become English.
I don't think I was prepared to have this much responsibility when I signed up for this. It is an awesome opportunity for me to learn some skills for teaching English in Japan. But, my prayer is that the Lord will teach me to be faithful with this time of ministry now, for the sake of these students--not just looking to how this will benefit me.
Last night was week 3 for this new ministry that has started up at CCC here in Wheaton, IL. The ESL team is rolling with the changes that are going on (almost weekly) as we try to navigate this new way to reach out to our community. Our students show up every week eager to learn. It's inspiring for me to see their eagerness as I'm trying to learn Japanese. I know a bit of their frustration and joy, being a student myself.
The majority of our students are Spanish speakers from Mexico. But last night we had a family of 3 come for the first time from Vietnam and have one French speaker from Cameroon. I'm humbled when I hear why these people are taking the class. A student told me last night that he wants to learn enough English so that he can take classes at a local college for his job. Some people need the language so they won't be taken advantage of by a dishonest boss. Some need to learn how to communicate with their children whose primary language has become English.
I don't think I was prepared to have this much responsibility when I signed up for this. It is an awesome opportunity for me to learn some skills for teaching English in Japan. But, my prayer is that the Lord will teach me to be faithful with this time of ministry now, for the sake of these students--not just looking to how this will benefit me.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
new links
Have you noticed how many posts I've put in lately? What a good little blogger I am!
Take a look on the left hand side of the screen and you will see some new links. Asian Access is the missions organization that is sending me to Japan. Japan Stories is an awesome podcast where you can listen to a short (5-7 minutes) broadcast of missionary stories from Asian Access. It's a great way to keep in touch with what is happening on the field. And, it's pretty entertaining as well!
Beyond that, I will have my 3rd Japanese lesson this week with Mick (or Mitsuru, his given Japanese name). So far it's been a huge encouragement to meet with him and to feel like this Japan thing is a reality. Last Sunday I went with Mick to his Japanese church service. I felt like I was back in Japan! We also went to a Japanese supermarket in the Chicago area! They have any kind of Japanese food I could ever want to have this side of the ocean. Praise God for this newfound motivation!
Take a look on the left hand side of the screen and you will see some new links. Asian Access is the missions organization that is sending me to Japan. Japan Stories is an awesome podcast where you can listen to a short (5-7 minutes) broadcast of missionary stories from Asian Access. It's a great way to keep in touch with what is happening on the field. And, it's pretty entertaining as well!
Beyond that, I will have my 3rd Japanese lesson this week with Mick (or Mitsuru, his given Japanese name). So far it's been a huge encouragement to meet with him and to feel like this Japan thing is a reality. Last Sunday I went with Mick to his Japanese church service. I felt like I was back in Japan! We also went to a Japanese supermarket in the Chicago area! They have any kind of Japanese food I could ever want to have this side of the ocean. Praise God for this newfound motivation!
Monday, February 06, 2006
A Window Seat on a Bullet Train into Japan
Here is a fresh look at Japan from a first-time visitor to the country. This entry was written by Ken Exner for his travelogue, and was slightly abbridged with permission from the writer. Ken's full entry can be read here: http://www.asianaccess.org/profiles/jpn-description.html
and you can see his photos, too.
Tokyo-Nikko-Hakone-Takayama-Hiroshima-Kyoto
October 24-November 11, 2002
"For three weeks now, I haven't needed or wanted the counsel of the empty page. Japan has been a warm embrace, a beguiling friend, a show of lights, a geisha bow. Twenty days have felt like two. I didn't need to write because my waking thoughts were deeply invested in Japan.This country is for me, and may always be, a flash of excitement -- a window seat on a bullet train, time-lapse travel through a time-warped land. Japan is a place that has seemingly reset the properties of time. It moves at a frenetic pace, but stops to idly sip tea. It's a place that hurls eagerly into the future with a velocity unimpeded by the weight of its reverence for the past. It preserves as much as it reinvents.Japan is a riddle of contradictions. It is as much about Zen, Kabuki, Sumo, and Geisha as it is about Sony, Toyota, and Panasonic. It is a hyper-modern sprawling metropolis; it is Mt. Fuji peering through the clouds over miles and miles of autumn-burnt parklands. It is a maze of metal and glass skyrises; it is a narrow alleyway with wooden homes with dragon-tiled roofs. Japan is heavy drinking -- sake, whiskey and beer -- but it is also a work ethic that revolutionized the world. It is Sweet Home Alabama crooned karaoke-style; it is a late-night Yakitori snack from 7-11 (or wait--was that just me?) Japan is a public bathhouse where tattooed and fingerless gangsters (yakuza) bathe communally in lavender- and chamomile-scented spas (onsens). I could go on, but put simply – Japan is an enchanting amalgam of contrasts, where the juxtaposition of old and new, delicate and bold, revelry and refrain, colors the country brilliant and fires the pulse of its people electric.Japan is also a land of gentle grace that survives long-forfeited imperial ambitions. With honorific salutations and demure bows, the people of Japan are as hospitable and polite as you may find anywhere in the world. If you pull out a map on the street and look at it cross-eyed, a random pedestrian will present himself to you within ten seconds to offer help. Say "Arigato gozaimasu" (thank you) and he may even walk you to your destination. In striking contrast to the rest of Asia (and maybe even the rest of the world), Japan is a teenage wonderland of post-modern punk. It is a Hello Kitty button on a Sex Pistols T-shirt. Gothic makeup, black taffeta and steel-studded belts seem to be as acceptable as rainbow stickers and Powder Puff Girl handbags. For all the piercings and all the hairstyles that would make even a Londoner turn his head, the youth of Japan have an enduring affinity (that seems to follow them late into their twenties) for anything that is cute. From saccharine Sanrio to the cries of "Kawaii!" (how cute!), it's hard not to notice this generation’s obsession with the commercially cute. (They even manage to make punk rock look cute.) They may try to act sick and twisted in outfits that make their parents cringe, but the kids in Japan are still cheek-pinchingly adorable. It's too early for me to know how lasting an impression this place will have on me, but what I do know is that I am compelled to visit again."
and you can see his photos, too.
Tokyo-Nikko-Hakone-Takayama-Hiroshima-Kyoto
October 24-November 11, 2002
"For three weeks now, I haven't needed or wanted the counsel of the empty page. Japan has been a warm embrace, a beguiling friend, a show of lights, a geisha bow. Twenty days have felt like two. I didn't need to write because my waking thoughts were deeply invested in Japan.This country is for me, and may always be, a flash of excitement -- a window seat on a bullet train, time-lapse travel through a time-warped land. Japan is a place that has seemingly reset the properties of time. It moves at a frenetic pace, but stops to idly sip tea. It's a place that hurls eagerly into the future with a velocity unimpeded by the weight of its reverence for the past. It preserves as much as it reinvents.Japan is a riddle of contradictions. It is as much about Zen, Kabuki, Sumo, and Geisha as it is about Sony, Toyota, and Panasonic. It is a hyper-modern sprawling metropolis; it is Mt. Fuji peering through the clouds over miles and miles of autumn-burnt parklands. It is a maze of metal and glass skyrises; it is a narrow alleyway with wooden homes with dragon-tiled roofs. Japan is heavy drinking -- sake, whiskey and beer -- but it is also a work ethic that revolutionized the world. It is Sweet Home Alabama crooned karaoke-style; it is a late-night Yakitori snack from 7-11 (or wait--was that just me?) Japan is a public bathhouse where tattooed and fingerless gangsters (yakuza) bathe communally in lavender- and chamomile-scented spas (onsens). I could go on, but put simply – Japan is an enchanting amalgam of contrasts, where the juxtaposition of old and new, delicate and bold, revelry and refrain, colors the country brilliant and fires the pulse of its people electric.Japan is also a land of gentle grace that survives long-forfeited imperial ambitions. With honorific salutations and demure bows, the people of Japan are as hospitable and polite as you may find anywhere in the world. If you pull out a map on the street and look at it cross-eyed, a random pedestrian will present himself to you within ten seconds to offer help. Say "Arigato gozaimasu" (thank you) and he may even walk you to your destination. In striking contrast to the rest of Asia (and maybe even the rest of the world), Japan is a teenage wonderland of post-modern punk. It is a Hello Kitty button on a Sex Pistols T-shirt. Gothic makeup, black taffeta and steel-studded belts seem to be as acceptable as rainbow stickers and Powder Puff Girl handbags. For all the piercings and all the hairstyles that would make even a Londoner turn his head, the youth of Japan have an enduring affinity (that seems to follow them late into their twenties) for anything that is cute. From saccharine Sanrio to the cries of "Kawaii!" (how cute!), it's hard not to notice this generation’s obsession with the commercially cute. (They even manage to make punk rock look cute.) They may try to act sick and twisted in outfits that make their parents cringe, but the kids in Japan are still cheek-pinchingly adorable. It's too early for me to know how lasting an impression this place will have on me, but what I do know is that I am compelled to visit again."
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
The Doting Husbands Association
Here's a cultural insight into the Japanese family. I received a copy of this article from Asian Access today. Very interesting...
The Doting Husbands Association?
Tue Jan 31, 2006 8:44 AM ET
TOKYO (Reuters) - A group of Japanese men hoping to encourage the nation's legions of workaholic husbands to head home early and show their wives some appreciation have proclaimed Tuesday "Beloved Wives Day."
The group, which calls itself the "Japan Doting Husbands Association," urged men to get home by 8 p.m. and say thanks to their wives for all they do.
"Many men can't put their feelings of gratitude toward their wives into words. Work is number one for them," the non-profit group says on its Website, http://www.aisaika.org
"This attitude is putting Japanese marriages under great pressure."
Statistics bear this out. Japan's divorce rate has risen steadily over the years. In 2004, more than one in three marriages ended in divorce.
The group urges men to improve the marital mood through five "golden rules" including going home early, calling wives by their given name and looking them in the eyes when talking.
Many Japanese husbands call their wives "you" rather than addressing them by name, or in some cases merely grunt.
The group's homepage includes a column where husbands can write down feelings they are too shy to say out loud.
"I'm sorry I had a car accident. I'm sorry I'm away so much on business trips. I'm sorry I end up sleeping at the office so often," said one from a man in Kanagawa, near to Tokyo.
"Thank you for loving me just the same."
© Reuters 2006. All Rights Reserved.
The Doting Husbands Association?
Tue Jan 31, 2006 8:44 AM ET
TOKYO (Reuters) - A group of Japanese men hoping to encourage the nation's legions of workaholic husbands to head home early and show their wives some appreciation have proclaimed Tuesday "Beloved Wives Day."
The group, which calls itself the "Japan Doting Husbands Association," urged men to get home by 8 p.m. and say thanks to their wives for all they do.
"Many men can't put their feelings of gratitude toward their wives into words. Work is number one for them," the non-profit group says on its Website, http://www.aisaika.org
"This attitude is putting Japanese marriages under great pressure."
Statistics bear this out. Japan's divorce rate has risen steadily over the years. In 2004, more than one in three marriages ended in divorce.
The group urges men to improve the marital mood through five "golden rules" including going home early, calling wives by their given name and looking them in the eyes when talking.
Many Japanese husbands call their wives "you" rather than addressing them by name, or in some cases merely grunt.
The group's homepage includes a column where husbands can write down feelings they are too shy to say out loud.
"I'm sorry I had a car accident. I'm sorry I'm away so much on business trips. I'm sorry I end up sleeping at the office so often," said one from a man in Kanagawa, near to Tokyo.
"Thank you for loving me just the same."
© Reuters 2006. All Rights Reserved.
Monday, January 23, 2006
Something I've always wanted to know...
I ran across a book the other called Folktales of Okinawa*. I thought I'd share something with you from the book that I found quite informative and entertaining.
Why the Monkey's Buttocks are Red
Long, long ago, on a New Year's Eve, a shabbily dressed traveler came to a village The traveler went to the richest man in the village and asked if he could spend the night in his house. The rich man looked at the traveler and yelled, "This is New Year's Eve and we are preparing a big feast for tomorrow. A dirty hobo like you will spoil the feast. Go away."
The traveler went to the house next door, which looked rundown. He knocked on the door and repeated his request for a place to stay . The old couple who lived in this house was so poor they were having just a cup of hot water for dinner. Even though they had nothing to offer the traveler, they gladly opened the door and invited him in. The traveler sat in front of the fireplace, called a jiiru, and looked at the pot that hung there.
"Put more water in the pot and let it boil," he instructed.
The old couple thought it was a strange thing to do, but did as he said. The traveler began to chant a spell and suddenly the pot was filled with food. The old couple were astounded at what had happened in front of their very eyes.
"Well, let's eat. This looks delicious," the traveler said.
The old couple began to eat and thanked the traveler many times. The traveler didn't eat a thing and just kept smiling as he watched the old couple eat. Soon the old couple had filled their bellies and sat back to rest.
"Tell me what you would wish for. I could make it come true," the traveler said.
The old couple sat thinking for a long while and finally agreed on a single wish.
"We want to be young again," they said at the same time.
"All right then, put more water in the pot and heat it up so it's not too hot."
The old couple did as they were told and when the water was warm, the traveler chanted a spell, then took the pot and showered the water over the old couples' heads. As the water trickled down their bodies, they began to grow younger and younger until they became a young man and young woman. Morning came and it was New Year's Day. The traveler left the house and the now young couple went out to give New Year's greetings to their neighbors. They first visited the rich man and as they were greeted on his front steps, the rich man didn't know who the young couple was. Soon he realized they were the old couple from next door and he asked what had happened to them. They couple told him about the mysterious traveler and the miracles he gave them.
The rich man waited until the young couple left, then went off to find the traveler. He soon found him on the street and invited the traveler to his house. The rich man brought the traveler a big New Year's feast.
"Please, help yourself to all this food. I apologize for being so rude last night. My neighbors told me about you and now I understand you area man of great power. If you would kindly do the same for me as you did for them, I would be ever do happy. And I would reward you with a great treasure."
The traveler smiled warmly and instructed the rich man to heat up a pot of water so that it was not too hot. The rich man did. But this time, as the water started to bubble and before the traveler began to chant his spell, the rich man and his whole family grabbed the pot of water and poured it over themselves. Soon they changed, but not the way they wanted to. The rich man turned into a monkey, his wife a dog, his son became a goat, and his daughter became a crow.
"Maaa-maaa!" Said the goat.
"Bow wow!" Howled the dog.
"Eek, eek!" Squealed the monkey.
"Caw, caw!" The crow flapped its wings and all the animals went out of the house and quickly disappeared into the mountains.
Now there stood a rich man's house, empty. The traveler suggested the young couple should move in and they did. The rich man, now a monkey, came back to the house one day and sat on a black stone in the front yard of his former house.
"Get out of my house, this is my house!" The monkey shouted. "You have no right to live here, get out, get out!"
The young couple ignored the monkey because they knew it could do no harm to them other than shouting louder. From that day on, the monkey came to the house every day, sat on the same black stone and harassed the couple with his shouts until he couldn't shout any more. And every day his shouts became filled with more and more obscene language until the young couple got so worried they called on the traveler to help them.
"Boil the black stone until it is hot," the traveler told them, "then put it back in the yard just before the monkey comes."
The couple took the stone and boiled it until it was too hot to touch and carefully put it back in the yard in the morning. The monkey arrived and looking at the couple inside of the house with its mean little eyes, sat on the black stone. He instantly flew up into the air, screaming in pain.
"Ouch! Ouch!" The monkey screamed. "Help me! My buttocks are burning!"
The monkey ran back to the mountains and never returned. Now you know why a monkey's buttocks are red.
This story made me smile! It's interesting to me that the western mind would give a scientific explanation of such an inquiry but the eastern mind creates these intricate stories that are entertaining and have a moral outcome. It is indeed easier for a poor man to enter the Kingdom of Heaven than a monkey with red buttocks! :)
*published by Bank of the Ryukyus International Foundation in 1996; English translation by Terunobu Tamamori and Jayne A. Hitchcock.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Settling in
I know, I know...I haven't kept this blog updated like I said I was going to. Please forgive me.
Here's the recap:
HONEYROCK
Good times! When I arrived, I discovered I would be teaching cross-country skiing (yeah!!!) with Megan (yeah!!!) for six hours a day (yeah...) to 8th graders (what?!!?). Despite my distaste for junior-highers, the 4 days actually went pretty well. Skiing was fun; I made everyone fall down on purpose and taught them how to get back up, which is my best skill in the sport :)! What next? Oh yes, dishes!!! I did a lot of 'em. I also got some good old fashioned reading in (Rebecca of Sunnybrook Farm, sitting next to a wonderful fire, could you ask for anything better?). My favorite parts were skiing the Riverview trail with Andrea (we rocked those hills!!!) and sipping tea with Meg at the coffeeshop. These are some of my favorite women in the world, so my time was very blessed.
MOVING IN WITH THE WALFORDS
I pulled into the drive and had dinner with a very pregnant Rebecca Jo, Jeff (not pregnant), David (not pregnant) and Jon (also, not pregnant). It was an impromptu dinner party to welcome me home. After loading my stuff in my room (it has a dormer window!!!), I went to bed and left the next morning for HoneyRock.
When I returned, I immediately started looking for a job. I found plenty of opportunities right away! It looks like I will be doing some housecleaning/cooking/errand-running for 2 women in the Wheaton area. It's the perfect amount of hours at the right time of day (I have evenings and mornings free for church and support raising commitments) and the right amount of pay!!! PRAISE THE LORD!
The transmission of my car is indeed leaking very badly and needs to be repaired very soon. I found a place that will do it and I feel comfortable with the charges.
I've had plenty of catch-up time with friends in the area--this is such a blessing!!!! Baby showers and wedding showers are in the near future (not for me, and not in that order!!!!). I was able to attend church on Sunday and Weds. night. It was so nice to worship again at Christ Community--I love this church!! Such a prayer-minded church.
I feel very blessed and very hopeful.
Please continue to pray for my support. I'm in need of a new plan in this new area. I'm hoping to attend a weekend seminar in March in Nashville, TN.
Please pray that my car is able to be fixed without any problems soon.
Please pray that I will make it a priority to complete my final paper so that I am able to call myself a graduate.
Praise God for providing a nice place to live and a job so quickly!!!
Praise God for a church family that is so supportive and Christ-centered!!!
Praise God for friends that love me and are willing to pour into me!!!
Here's the recap:
HONEYROCK
Good times! When I arrived, I discovered I would be teaching cross-country skiing (yeah!!!) with Megan (yeah!!!) for six hours a day (yeah...) to 8th graders (what?!!?). Despite my distaste for junior-highers, the 4 days actually went pretty well. Skiing was fun; I made everyone fall down on purpose and taught them how to get back up, which is my best skill in the sport :)! What next? Oh yes, dishes!!! I did a lot of 'em. I also got some good old fashioned reading in (Rebecca of Sunnybrook Farm, sitting next to a wonderful fire, could you ask for anything better?). My favorite parts were skiing the Riverview trail with Andrea (we rocked those hills!!!) and sipping tea with Meg at the coffeeshop. These are some of my favorite women in the world, so my time was very blessed.
MOVING IN WITH THE WALFORDS
I pulled into the drive and had dinner with a very pregnant Rebecca Jo, Jeff (not pregnant), David (not pregnant) and Jon (also, not pregnant). It was an impromptu dinner party to welcome me home. After loading my stuff in my room (it has a dormer window!!!), I went to bed and left the next morning for HoneyRock.
When I returned, I immediately started looking for a job. I found plenty of opportunities right away! It looks like I will be doing some housecleaning/cooking/errand-running for 2 women in the Wheaton area. It's the perfect amount of hours at the right time of day (I have evenings and mornings free for church and support raising commitments) and the right amount of pay!!! PRAISE THE LORD!
The transmission of my car is indeed leaking very badly and needs to be repaired very soon. I found a place that will do it and I feel comfortable with the charges.
I've had plenty of catch-up time with friends in the area--this is such a blessing!!!! Baby showers and wedding showers are in the near future (not for me, and not in that order!!!!). I was able to attend church on Sunday and Weds. night. It was so nice to worship again at Christ Community--I love this church!! Such a prayer-minded church.
I feel very blessed and very hopeful.
Please continue to pray for my support. I'm in need of a new plan in this new area. I'm hoping to attend a weekend seminar in March in Nashville, TN.
Please pray that my car is able to be fixed without any problems soon.
Please pray that I will make it a priority to complete my final paper so that I am able to call myself a graduate.
Praise God for providing a nice place to live and a job so quickly!!!
Praise God for a church family that is so supportive and Christ-centered!!!
Praise God for friends that love me and are willing to pour into me!!!
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